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so long didnt update & viona wanna shout out loud VIONA IS IN LOVE. 
and yay is in love! 

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why you always have the right to make me fly to heaven and drop me down to hell. I also want to have the right? when just can i get you out of my head ? when u can stop saying u miss me , u love me when you have ur girl ? when can you just stop saying you missed my hug? when can you stop texting me and giving me hope but still i wanted you to text me. when can stop you saying how much u are to me, when is doesn't matter to you either. when can you stop saying time will prove everything & starting giving me hope again. when can u also stop saying that once broken cant be mend back is fake and u can make it real? when can you stop everything? you wished that you didnt appear in my life, but still u did appear, if is just a say. if there's a if everything would be so so so perfect ya? i wised everything would appear as so easy as our puppy love, just when can stop asking me when i wanna find a boy when u know i still so deeply in love with you. i trying so hard to forget you but why cant i do it?  will you still text me? call me? meet me up? if i tell you how much u have hurt me! i cant deny u just simply cant get out of my head. when can i tell myself to let go? i wished to let go and be in the heaven and not in the hell. you will never ever know how i felt when the one i love is enjoying his life with the other girl. i beg u to try this feeling. is super duper uber miserable.  YNNEK!

I MISS YOU DEARLY BOY,
I LOVE YOU, 
I NEEDED YOU, 

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[	rock or roll?	|	candyman	]

don't make me depend on you. i will die miserable!

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& school is starting in 2 days time. so is WTH yo! school is bored cum some nonsense. project again? _|_

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I HAD A TERRIBLE DAY TODAY! 

-nothing make me satisfy. 
dun ask me why! i dunno either!

I FUCKING HATE LIAR-  

-dun ask me who, 
i just cant stand him always use the same method and yet i always get into his trick.   

& i wanna say to my dearest FION TAN QIAO ER is:
dun ever agree to meet me up when ure eager to meet ur boy! 
- i'm really super duper angry just now, no one uds how i feel in that min! 

& now do all of the people know how i'm so unsatisfy in doing my thing in the whole day?   

- still dunno? u can consider urself as ....